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[May. 21st, 2009|10:42 am]
so... yesterday sean and I talked in the morning

and we've decided that we're going on a break. Actually, I stupidly asked him if he wanted to break up, he said no, but then laid out that he needs to do some self-improvement right now. He wants to start acting like the 19 year old college student, with a job, and his shit straight. He needs to stop being selfish and be a good brother, and friend, and boyfriend. He sayd that he isn't fair to me; he does things I have a big problem with, and he explodes at me anytime I ask him to be rational about it. I never noticed these things, but he doesn't thinnk its fair for me to have to go through this.

i just want him back. He says he still loves me, he just wants to improve himself for everyone in his life and himself. I just wish he didn't have to leave me for it. He says we're still best friends, and that we can get back together when he's better, but i don't want this.

i dunno, maybe he's going to turn into the sean I'm suppose dto be with, instead of the one he is right now. i sure hope so. :(

[User Picture]From: shakespeare__
2009-05-25 05:16 pm (UTC)
Don't give up hope, because Charlie and I broke up too. For reasons different than him trying to better himself, but in the long run that's what happened anyway. He wasn't exactly the best boyfriend the first time we dated, but now he is amazing. So hopefully this same thing happens to you, and in the meantime-- stay friends. I believe it will work out. <3 Love you!
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