||[Oct. 9th, 2008|12:44 pm]
So, I should be writing my philosophy paper. However, that shit is easy as fuck and I don't care. I have until 3 to keep writing before I'm going out, and then I have from 6 to 9 while Sean's at his sister's volleyball game where he can't distract me with adorable nonsense.|
I wish I talked to you guys more, but I'm so freaking busy all the time. I love living downtown, there's always stuff to do and something to distract me. At the same time, it sucks, because then i have no motivation to study, I'd rather take a nap or walk around or talk to sean, or chill with Aisha, or be badass with linds and tracee.
Time for a recap.
-We'll start with Thursday: went to go see oBama with Aisha and Ed. Had to get up at 6 in the mf morning. I was about to beat a bitch ass. He was running on CPT, and was half an hour late. Still, the speech was amazing. Came home around noon and did laundry and homework, waited for Danielle to call and Sean to get home. We went to the mall, Danielle, Sean, Ed, Sean's friend Allen, and I. I bought a hoodie from pacsun, sandals and running shoes. Came home, sean got bad mail and it sucked. I hate when i can't help him. It was lindsay's birthday, and she was coming home from Chi really late, so Ed and I went to Target to buy her a white board and markers as a present. I felt bad for Sean, so we tried to find himm the Dave Chappelle DVD, but they didn't have it. Instead, I got him a michelangelo ninja turtle.
Friday was a very good day. I don't remember parts of it, but it was very good. Sean drove me to school and after class we went down to Holland to pick some shit up. Came home, tried to take Ty to the bus, but he couldn't get a ticket. Sean lent him his car to get to Lansing and then we had much fun. I might've kissed him, i don't know. Went to bed around one, shocked i made it that long.
Saturday morning, I woke up at nine and he texted me about 10 minutes later. I didn't not feel nice. Sean came down and we talked for a while and took a nap on the couch. Went to his room and hung out for a long time before showering. Pretty much chilled all day; went to Wendy's and had much fun. Still a little screwey. Took many more naps on my couch. Talked to Sean all night, figured shit out. He was pretty messed up, so i thought he wouldn't remember but low and behold:
Sunday morning, i get done drying my hair and there's a knock at my door. Sean and Zach waited for ten minutes before knocking. Zach wanted milk, Sean remembered our talk and sat in my bathroom while i curled my hair. Then we laid on the couch and talked and i got really confused. Went to see tracee's play and then did some homework and hanging out.
Monday sucked. Monday always sucks. Went to class, bummer, it was cold. Hung with Aisha and Sean. Went running with Ed and had KFC.
Tuseday- I skipped french, chose the wrong day, however. PLS 211 got out an hour early, so i went and hung out. Aisha and Tonya and i were talking. Then Aisha went to talk to Sean while he was downstairs. I guess she told him we need to talk, so he came in and then she pulled tonya out of there so we could talk. We kind of worked things out; i can never understand what he's been through, but i can comprehend it and be a good friend to him. it was a really good talk, but he just makes me so sad sometimes. I don't understand how such a good person can be dealt such a shitty hand in life. All i can do is support him and listen and when he feels like his shit is straight, we'll finally be able to date.
It just sucks to wait. But I don't think it'll be long.
Anyway, so we talked until three and he was really tired, so we just slept on my couch. He snores, but in a cute, cat purring kind of way. it was the best sleep I've had in weeks, even though I had to wake him up at 6:20, and his phone kept going off.
So, yeah, in case you haven't figured it out, I spend pretty much every minute I'm not in class with Sean, who I am now in a semi-relationship with. People on our floor constantly ask if we're dating. Kind of-sort of-not officially yet. Hopefully soon though. I think you guys would really like him. He's very our style. If I bring anyone to thanksgiving, it'll be him, but I'm not sure yet.