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(no subject) [May. 21st, 2009|10:42 am]
fashionxxvictim
so... yesterday sean and I talked in the morning

and we've decided that we're going on a break. Actually, I stupidly asked him if he wanted to break up, he said no, but then laid out that he needs to do some self-improvement right now. He wants to start acting like the 19 year old college student, with a job, and his shit straight. He needs to stop being selfish and be a good brother, and friend, and boyfriend. He sayd that he isn't fair to me; he does things I have a big problem with, and he explodes at me anytime I ask him to be rational about it. I never noticed these things, but he doesn't thinnk its fair for me to have to go through this.

i just want him back. He says he still loves me, he just wants to improve himself for everyone in his life and himself. I just wish he didn't have to leave me for it. He says we're still best friends, and that we can get back together when he's better, but i don't want this.

i dunno, maybe he's going to turn into the sean I'm suppose dto be with, instead of the one he is right now. i sure hope so. :(
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(no subject) [Apr. 9th, 2009|04:50 pm]
fashionxxvictim
PLS 340- Mass Media and American POlitics
PHI 220- Asthetics Supplemental Writing Skills
PLS 103- Issues in World POlitics
LIB 320- Social Autobiography in the U.S. Civil Rights Movement

I have now finished all gen eds and am a junior.
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(no subject) [Mar. 30th, 2009|10:31 am]
fashionxxvictim
I am so scared for this summer. I really wish it would stopcoming so fast, because i'm not ready. This dorm is more than just a room, it's my home now, and the girl that lives next door and the boy on the other side are more than just neighbors. They're my best friends; one's the only person I've ever been this connected to.

How am i supposed to go from being able to stay until whenever, eat what i want, do what i want, sleep next to my boy, and see him every day, to only seeing him maybe once or twice a month for the next four months? I don't think i can do it. Not with the way things are
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(no subject) [Mar. 4th, 2009|12:03 pm]
fashionxxvictim
I don't think i have ever felt more at peace with my life.
Sure, my dad yells at me for not having a job.
Zach can be a douche and he irritates sean all the time.
I've just ;earned to fuck it. Shut my mouth and take the shit but i really don't care.

Seany makes me so incredibly happy. We were looking back through eveerything and realized we've been kind of dating since mid October. I think I'm in love with him. ACtually, I'm positive I'm in love with him.



<3
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(no subject) [Feb. 20th, 2009|03:11 pm]
fashionxxvictim
you guys were right.
I absolutely love rachel.
I got to meet her last night.
She's just protective because a lot of girls have screwed over her big brother, and they're really close.
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(no subject) [Feb. 17th, 2009|11:30 am]
fashionxxvictim
so, i finally, official have a title.
Unfortunately, my boyfriend's little sister hates my guts and thinks it's disgusting.
she actually said that when she saw a picture of us kissing, she wanted to vomit.
that's just great.





fuck my life.
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(no subject) [Jan. 25th, 2009|08:28 pm]
fashionxxvictim
so...

Sean and i are kind of like dating.
no titles, or anything. and we don't call it dating.
he's my sweetheart; boything; babe
he calls me wife, m'lady; the missus.
lindsay said we're so cute it's sick.

I've been sick for about a week.
He's been taking care of me.
It's odd, i haven't let someone take care of me sick since i was like, seven years old.
He treats me like a freaking princess.
We're spending the weekend at home, so if anyone is going to be in the heights, ring me up and we'll see if you can meet him.
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very very long story. [Dec. 21st, 2008|01:44 am]
fashionxxvictim
[Current Location |my room]
[Current Music |iris- goo goo dolls]

so....i'm home.
i wish i weren't.

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i miss him.
a lot.
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(no subject) [Dec. 3rd, 2008|10:05 am]
fashionxxvictim
so...my last exam is next tuesday at 6 at night.
I could technically come home wednesday.
But I'm probably not coming home until the following thursday.
I don't know why.
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(no subject) [Nov. 23rd, 2008|10:08 am]
fashionxxvictim
i just don't fucking care anymore.
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